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As a little kid,
what do we know about life? What do we know about the hardships and hurdles, the
curses and blessings, the sadness and happiness or the young and old? As the
child is king, everything is in front and at hand; hardly do we realize about
how much it takes to reach there. As we grow up to become a youth school going children
and then into college, we slowly understand what the nitty-gritty of life is. As
a young blood, we are often tempted by certain emotions and pulses which often
lead to unhealthy involvements; at times we are victimized, that’s when we
embark into the path of degeneration and crime. We are drenched into one-sided
thinking, the narrow one and we often fail to notice what it is from the other
side.
After college, we
enter into the world of work; we get frustrated by the profession we choose,
for the pasture on the other side of bridge is always greener, then the
marriage comes in between followed by kids and suddenly the life gets stagnant!
That is it, over! The unfinished and burning dreams and desire we had once come
to halt and to full stop. But still we aren’t satisfied, it isn’t enough and we
don’t stop it there. We tend to seek and
search and the more we get, the less satisfied we are and the greedier we
become. What a sad thing?
My life in
particular had been pretty exciting so far, not because I was lucky enough or
the entire long journey was smooth and frictionless, but because I have been
able to survive, I have struggled enough to know what it takes
and what it means to live and this gives me hope, it makes me envision myself and it
makes me alert. I am just beginning to have the real taste of it. It is full of
tests and every rising sun gives me a chance to do new, be new and learn new.
The challenge that lies ahead keeps me awake, although it often makes me sad
and hopeless for it is with lot of compromises and adjustments. It often makes
me pause and rewind back thinking if I have blundered or if I have traced the
right path or if it will be ever same? Life is full of ironies you know. While I am
happy to have lived so far, it often wonders me and I am even scared to think
of what is in store for me in the coming days (Will I be even alive?) as to how
I shall tackle it and as to how I will react to those unseen comings..
In the midst of
all these, I wish and pray for the best, I make myself convinced that life is
two side coins and that there are always HI’s behind every Byes and dawn after
dusk. That it is in the hands and head of our own to decide, do and dwell.
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